Jan 25, 2008

Realization

ok...ok...i get it. haha. i am just....there...right? i dont really exist in your world...right? i can comment on yours. you ignore mine. i try to make you happy. you just consume that feeling. i can be such a great actor...lying to everyone...pretending to be happy when i am just a deep black hole..i know i wrote a lot today. but i just forgot to add something to the previous post. i am tired....used.....

such a sensitive little bitch. just because he reminds you of someone that was mean to you before does not give you the right to draw attention to youself. its just one of your little schemes eh? to. cry...in front of the class..make people worry....other's have had worse you selfish pig. have you ever felt, that everyone hates you? nobody is on your side? they all just lost they pity for humanity and teamed up against you? i doubt it. youve had too good a life to feel that. always popular. no wonder your spoiled. and how many fucking times do i have to tell you, im not 'rich' my family just barely makes it past...my 'dear' father spends all his money on buying expensive watches that nobody will ever wear or can even be passed down. who the hell changes watches that look the same?!

i hate it......i hate how you have fucking messed up my life....i can never get the attention, you spoiled yourself. being so uptight...not even letting people have thier way. i can list a bunch of reasons why i hate you. you want it? i bet you do. you just cant wait to find a reason to hate me.

-you copy my homework
-you beg for help when you treat others badly
-you cut and is very competitive
-you swear in public without shame..even at minute things. like 'screw you' for some little thing i did.
-you use people, make them buy you things
-you want all the attention to yourself
-you treat others rough but do not allow others to treat you the same way
-selfish...
-repeating yourself..i hate that.

so far. i can only think of those. i wonder what other mistakes you can make.

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